The following year, we were at yet another crossroads. We were broke, drowning in debt, living off of canned food, and unable to make rent. Our marriage was deteriorating. I felt helpless and broken because once again, the Bigfoot some girls go camping and drink too much it’s Me I’m some girls shirt in contrast I will get this holidays were approaching and there was no sense of happiness or celebration. We had a brand new baby who we couldn’t provide for, let alone buy Christmas presents or afford a tree. I felt like I was failing as a mom and a wife and my shame was debilitating.
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We moved in with my in-laws again in a desperate attempt to salvage our life together and I felt the Bigfoot some girls go camping and drink too much it’s Me I’m some girls shirt in contrast I will get this bitter hollowness creep up on me. The days leading up to Christmas were not cheerful or full of hope. It was bleak and frigid and dark. We spent the holiday running between time frames to grandparent’s houses so they could experience our daughter’s first Christmas and had no time to enjoy those moments ourselves. I remember turning to my husband at one point, on the verge of tears, and saying, I’ve been bled dry from expectations.’ I felt like anyone I said no to was disappointed and anyone I tried to make time for was unsatisfied. When I mentioned to my mom how I was feeling, she took both of my hands and said, Honey, I think you are depressed.’